For being himself. Not taken. His avatar was thin, had decaying leaf-coloured hair, light brown eyes, and was about ten centimetres shorter than Eiji in the real world in May 2026. I’ll also don’t agree with Yoshida on Ash having to “pay for his crimes, as he had blood on his hands, so he had to die” mindset that she allegedly had. My stand on BF and whether the ending was justified falls on the grey area. Hence, I’ll just place the specific issues I personally had, and hope that, I’ll eventually figure out why it was created the way it was. “Tender Gay Starin”, "Standing Extremely Close and Surrounded by Leaves", “We Went Sightseeing But I’m Only Looking at You for Some Reason", "Ash Has Never Smiled So Much in His Life”, but actually i was thinking of calling it “departure” with the cover page illustrating ash boarding a plane or already in the plane and holding eiji’s letter so. Feel free to counter my points, I’m not a US citizen, and I don’t know how politics, law or gang life works there, hence, my reasoning is based off common sense and parallels under similar situations. Old English word. My soul is shattered. Aug 13, 2018. baliwala liked this . User account menu. Read Eiji save Ash from the story Eiji Rettet Ash by bakaUsami with 5 reads. View important membership application deadlines. As Serena leaves for the Hoenn region, she decides to go for it and gives Ash a brief yet full kiss, promising to encounter him again. That, plus the fact that they meet in the middle of a gang/mafia war certainly makes finding the time or the space to understand all the facets of their feelings complicated. ASH Outstanding Abstract Achievement Awards are provided to abstract presenters who are the first-or-last authors of the highest scoring abstracts in their career level. You’re way smarter, bigger, and stronger than me. The above were reasons I could come up under realistic settings. Jeremy Runnells was offered an opportunity to discuss his own doubts with a director of the Church Educational System (CES) and was assured that his doubts could be resolved. I’m excluding petty gang violence from being a threat to Ash, since at this point, all the major street gangs of NYC were Ash’s allies. Fast forward to the last couple volumes. Also, to @zaenaris and @soso1777, my replies have been abysmally late, but here is what I had planned to say in response to you both. We are friends. Even if it did, choosing Lao to stab Ash as an example of it, was poorly thought out in my opinion. Soulless. I tend to oscillate between hating the ending, and liking it for being a powerful, emotional, and haunting experience. Dear Ash But under no circumstances can I see Ash and Eiji reuniting immediately after the canon events. This isn’t the entire letter, I shortened little bits here and there. Why can’t I decide? In Angel Eyes, he says this to Shorter, and I think that’s proof enough of how Ash was ready to bend his horrible destiny to his favour and survive whatever he was going through. Actually, I always felt that you are hurt, much more than me - that your spirit is wounded. Banana Fish ended on the 20th, and then onward, a lot of posts have been made regarding the ending and what people thought about it. Species such as Pseudomonas aeruginosa contain external appendages called pili that grab the substrate and pull cells along. some more cropped wips of pages i did today for my banana fish zine! We have different colored skin and eyes. Fifty Democratic congresswomen have signed a scathing open letter that calls out President Donald Trump over his “continuing derogation of women” in his rhetoric and policies. Lao, of course, followed them, and saw Sing and Ash yelling at each other. Will he become a Japanese salaryman with an ordinary office job? So, my question is, Lao DID NOT come out of nowhere, he was observing the whole exchange. What else do we need? Ever since he saw his first Pokémon battle on TV, he's been a big fan of Champion Leon—and he's dreamed of watching one of Leon's matches in a stadium. Therefore, it’s unlikely, that Lao, could NOT have heard it from at least one person in the gang (even if he was not a part of it anymore, I’m sure he had people close to him), if not from Sing directly. I confess I cried my eyes out. I don’t agree with stuff like destiny, or fate, or paying for your actions because of a mysterious force in the universe decided so, because all of those are apt for ballads and fairy-tales, not real life. Not bought. A Pastoral Letter to the People of The United Methodist Church Ash Wednesday, 2020 From +Kenneth H. Carter, Jr., President, Council of Bishops On Ash Wednesday, it is the tradition of the church to focus on the cross, in the form of the imposition of ashes, and to read Psalm 51. He sees himself as a damaged person. A GIFT! sicht. She wrote Ash to be a superhuman being, dodging bullets from automated weapons, surviving gunshot wounds that would be fatal on other people, and being able to completely override the effects of anesthetic drugs, in the final battle at Mannerheim’s (as a med student, that is one fact the I find ridiculous, only because its so unrealistic, and impractical) and lots of other fantastical characteristics. I am with you. Etsy uses cookies and similar technologies to give you a better experience, enabling things like: Detailed information can be found in Etsy’s Cookies & Similar Technologies Policy and our Privacy Policy. Feel free to use our forums or chat room to discuss gameplay. some joke titles i thought of for it too:  If living such a double life is possible in Yoshida’s world, then why did the author not find a similar way out for Ash? His normal attire consists of a white, loose T-shirt, blue jeans, brown belt and red sneakers. In reality Eiji wanted to stop Ash from leaving more than anyone, yet the last word he told him was “GO”…, More translations here tagged Banana Fish Rebirth. Outstanding Abstract Achievement Awards. And more than anything, I met you. Found 2282 words containing ash. I don’t think my heart can cope with the ending in animated form especially if MAPPA decided to include "Garden of Light” in the last episode. Title: Eiji's Letter to Ash Notes: Companion piece to Sing's Letters to Ash , can also be read as a stand-alone. My soul is always with you. Eiji said “my soul is always with you”. The Corsican foundation was still active, and Ash Lynx was still a successor of Dino Golzine, who had previously bought legal custody of Ash from the state of New York, which means, Ash’s identity as A J Callenreese, was no longer valid. So, on that day, he followed Ash around (there is no other way he could have known Ash was at the library). All Ash has been given is money and weapons and the knowledge of how to survive that cruel life he was forced into. Sayonara, America…Sayonara, New York. But I always felt like I had to protect you. Clearly money is an issue. Because! Because your fate was sweeping you away, like a flood. 1. It’s not hard to picture. I am very happy I came to America. You must be an ASH member at the time of registration to receive the member rate. I can’t come to a reasonable conclusion because of the loose ends that I feel were left in the manga by the author. Ash wears a few outfits, as seen in the Pokémon anime, he also has black hair and brown eyes, and always wears a cap. There will be no exceptions. An efficient killer. Yes. Anonymous communication, or though friends like Max or Ibe-san, that I can picture, but not ash risking Eiji’s safety by meeting him. The following are included with registration. No. If he’s gone, what will become of Eiji? What’s more, they’re both *really* comfortable like this. A more poetic explanation would be : to keep Eiji safe. Jewels and leers and he was used and violated in so many ways I want to throw up. Eiji’s letter to Ash, Banana fish (full letter), yooooooooo i made an edit after 100 years, it took me milion years to vector out letters from the first image, i havent made anything vector related in ages, reminds you again how desperate eiji was to go after ash and wanted him to stay more than anyone, imagine is this was really the last thing eiji told ash, GOD i made myself sad trying to find a line from the letter, HES FINE HE WENT TO THE HOSPITAL HUMANS SURVIVE WORSE, but i only finished the show like 4 days ago and i'm in PAIN, CURIOUS ABOUT WHAT OTHER CHANGES THE NEW TIME WILL BRING. Hier sollte eine Beschreibung angezeigt werden, diese Seite lässt dies jedoch nicht zu. You are my best friend, Ash. How you believed that leopard knew that it couldn’t go back. We are friends. Lao was the only family member Sing had in the Chinese gang, so it seems a very far stretch that he would not have made any effort to get him back in the ring. Very expensive. — Eiji’s letter to Ash, Banana fish (full letter) 2 years ago, 221 notes quote banana fish eiji ash ash lynx aslan full letter sayonara friends connected protect manga spoiler banana fish spoiler; sluttyblueboy liked this . He is sometimes associated with a green earring that was given to him by Dino … My heart and soul is going to break (again) once the last episode is released. Blanca is an anomaly in Yoshida’s world. Notes. I know we’ll see each other again someday.. You are my best friend, Ash.“. This is not meant to be an emotional rant, please bear in mind. These technologies are used for things like interest based Etsy ads. "A month of the Islamic calendar." Because I’ve got questions I just can’t justify in my head. I am very happy I came to America. From Jesse, Bianca/Latias, and Melody in the Pokemon 2000 movie, Ash has had several cheek kisses before, but until the end of the X and Y series, he'd never experienced a full-on lip smooch. A silent thank you for all he’s done for him, for never giving up, for caring. It’s not explicitly stated, but you could certainly read it that way. Saying no will not stop you from seeing Etsy ads, but it may make them less relevant or more repetitive. The points I wrote above are subject to faults, of course. The Corsican hotshots would still come after him, one day or the other, in order to go after Dino Golzine’s empire. This is one thing Ash *can* do for Eiji. I made many friends here. As you can see, their situation has improved drastically. marishuo liked this . Disclaimer: I am slave to the boys, I have no free will. Afterwards, there were clearly two days before the manga ended : Day 1 , where Sing confronted Yut Lung, and Ash and Blanca talked in the park. Microbiology # Slow pokes avoid gridlock {#compilation-1-1-article-title-1} Bacterial colonies contain millions of cells yet show coordinated movement toward more favorable conditions at a colony's margins. I’m by your side. Access to the AS… I always wanted to protect you. The role that other characters played, and why the author chose to ignore their “fates” if you will, and only deemed it necessary for ash to meet his end in that way, I’d like to thank @angofwords, @lynxash @yoru-no-gaspard @ash-callenreese @saishii , with whom I discussed this over months, and finally @shu-kaku, who practically kicked me in the butt to get me to write this post, because I wouldn’t shut up about the  arguments :’D. Let’s assume that Ash goes to the hospital / is taken there by people who saw him bleeding out, and he is eventually tried for his crimes. After joining the Knights of the Blo… He’s the only person who mysteriously remains alive, despite being an assassin, and committing perhaps even more crimes than Ash. Yes, Ash is delicious, but that kitchen is *grim*. The deadline for receipt of the hematologist-in-training letter is therefore, August 4, 2020. Letter(手紙(てがみ)Letter) is the 1st episode of Pokémon: Twilight Wings. Original Price CA$54.23" It’s needless to elaborate. The fate that tries to carry you away, drifting futher and futher. Usage of Ashton and variants as birth names in 2018 was 1.9% more than the previous decade. If Ash Lynx was bent on killing Sing, or fighting him one on one, he had plenty of room to do so, but he didn’t. Funny, huh? 91 votes, 10 comments. Yes, I do agree that his decision was majorly influenced by this wish to keep Eiji safe, forever, by choosing to get himself out of the picture, but only because he was put into the place of choosing in the first place by the author. So….I’ll be really glad if you all feel just as nostalgic as I felt while creating it. The decisions on Ash’s part were consistent with his overall characterisation, but not the circumstances which lead him to make that choice. Ash buys himself a whole new wardrobe. Isn’t that what counts? Because this isn’t goodbye. So, his death at the end felt like the author had already decided on having a certain ending, and then lazily arranged the characters and scenarios to fit her choice. This is just one way to look at it. We were born in different countries. Imagine he pulls Max aside one day, gives him the numbers to the offshore accounts and maybe an “If you’re reading this, it means I’m dead” letter for Eiji. (10% off), Abbbbdbbbbb bbbbbbbbybbb bbSweetCartolina, Abbbbdbbbbb bbbbbbbbybbb bbFabLabStationery, Sale Price CA$43.39 Looks like you already have an account! Eiji’s letter to Ash [Background Piano] (DIY) | Banana Fish Episode 24, From the TV Animation Official Guide MOMENT. 3 A human being bleeds out, sitting in a chair, in what I’m assuming is the Rose Reading room of the NYPL, which is very much NOT CARPETED and no one notices the blood (~3 to 4 L of bleeding is needed for an average human to collapse and die) in fact, in the screenshot I see, there is NO BLOOD, running out on the floor, not even a single splotch. Search and ad results are shown based on factors such as relevance and (for ads) the amount sellers pay per click. bruh-itz-lily liked this . With all of that out of the way, I’ll point out the reasons which (according to me), served as his reasons to choose to die: Why Ash did not seek medical help/call out to someone : Ash’s legal status was still that of a criminal, a gang leader, and whatever might have been his reasons for committing those crimes (ie -for survival), the law wouldn’t see him as anything but that. *Warning - Major spoilers ahead. John is a young boy who's been hospital-bound from an early age. Eiji has, on more than one occasion, been described as innocent, but brave. When Ash stated yes he was raped by Fox to Jessica, and she was bewildered and asked how could he be so calm about it, and how it took her six months to get back on her feet, and he said he couldn’t do that or else he would be dead? Meacock et al. The letter includes Ashs Plane ticket to Tokyo (customized to have his full name on it) and a replica of Eijis letter (in a font made to Second comes Yut Lung. Send me exclusive offers, unique gift ideas, and personalised tips for shopping and selling on Etsy. Ash win, var. His goal : kill Ash anyhow, even if he died in the process, so that Sing could be saved. I’d love to hear what you all think. Third question : the blatant disregard for reality, in the following situations : 1 A gunshot going off, no one comes to investigate, 2 Ash drips blood all over the staircase and goes back to the reading room. Ash says in ep 13, at the pier, that “there were times I felt that death would be a better option than what I was going through at those moments”. Applicants approved for membership after registering for the meeting will not be refunded the difference between the member and non-member rates. On further questioning, the names of his accomplices, ie, Eiji, Blanca, Max, even Sing, would come into the light. I think I wanted to protect you from your future. (This pic comes from the collection “New York Sense”). All editors are welcome. Some of the technologies we use are necessary for critical functions like security and site integrity, account authentication, security and privacy preferences, internal site usage and maintenance data, and to make the site work correctly for browsing and transactions. Great! It’s true, Ash. You've already signed up for some newsletters, but you haven't confirmed your address. I mean, Banana Fish belongs to Yoshida Akimi. Take full advantage of our site features by enabling JavaScript. Bianca. 2. Ash is a tall and slender young man standing at 5’11. Ash had gone through a lot, more than any one of us, and especially me, who has had zero experience of depression or CSA or trauma of that nature, can fathom. You can change your fate. His case is widely publicised, since he is the biggest witness/victim in the Club Cod case. It is the letter given to Ash Lynx from Eiji Okumura in the final episode of the show. And I’m not going to talk about the circumstances of the letter or the things that it caused (both in the short-run and the long-run) because, again, ~~spoilers~~. Considering all of this, it’s obvious to me why he didn’t want to drag his life on, especially after the stabbing was done. Not until years have passed, and Ash’s life became somewhat stabilised, if that were even possible. This wikia is a collaborative resource for the game and is maintained by the contributions of the fans. Eiji tells Ash, "My words might not mean anything now, but just remember one thing. But I said you are not a leopard, and that you can change your future. The Letter Learn more about this new game from Yangyang Mobile. I think so. But was it a justified or logical ending? Edits / corrections are mine.) Hell I’m crying all over again. (15% off), Abbbbdbbbbb bbbbbbbbybbb bbIrisNaiderDesign, Sale Price CA$4.80 Ash er 2 Derived fr. 4 Also, since the anime time-line is the present day, I’m assuming there will be stuff like surveillance cameras present, so, my question is, what were the security people doing? Ash doesn’t even think highly of himself. GIVEN to him. 1 9 91. Also, there’s a very good chance that he’s stored all the photos of Ash that he couldn’t bear to look at here at this cottage. CA$8.21, CA$9.66 The battle at Mannerheim’s institution finished with Dino, Foxx and Mannerheim dying. We are from different countries, and our skin and eyes are different color. Ash — Today’s episode of Banana Fish is sponsored by the letter P for Pain, “Since the anime is set in 2010s, that means lots of things could change from the manga and maybe Ash won’t die and make us all cry again!”, “Now that they have cell phones, Eiji could even be talking to Ash instead of through the letter and as he’s convincing Ash, Eiji could hear the exact moment Ash is stabbed-”. He can be quite naive about the world of gangs, and even American cu… He escaped from the Kremlin, and its ruthless organization, the KGB. Melody. Isn't that enough? CES Letter. You said to me before, "We live in different worlds." The deity learns that her daughter will suffer a great love trial, so she gives the baby girl a magical pill that prevents her from feeling any emotion or falling in love. If the police got involved, he’d have been taken into custody after being recognised. "Ash tree town." Original Price CA$43.75" But once they move into the nice apartment, Eiji gets to cook all the Japanese food he likes (I imagine those ingredients don’t come cheap in NY) and their standard of living takes a dramatic upturn. Provided he had two days at hand? Eiji has a very kind, selfless personality. Instead of that, I’ll see Ash’s death as his choice, and his alone, not because he had to pay, but because he had decided to let go of all this continuous tug of war with his life and end it on his own terms. I don’t know how the fandom views him as, but to me, Ash is an extremely resilient human being, and he wouldn’t give up his life just like that unless something major was at stake. Posted 1 year ago This post has 7,084 notes. I’ve seen mostly negative posts, where fans were openly hostile to the ending and I get where they are coming from. I wanted to protect you from fate. This is him spying on Ash and Sing talking in the reading room : Ash and Sing then went outside, and argued loudly for sometime. Kiswahili, Arabic languages. Ash categorically refused to disguise himself, but as soon as the girls softly re-asked it to him, he blushed and accepted the task, smiling. That was a mess I’m sure Ash wanted to avoid. You said to me before, "We live in different worlds.” But I am not sure if that is true. He not only escapes his work related enemies, but the entire USSR (during 1980s) and manages to remain under an alias/ second identity. It would have hurt, sure, but his unnecessary death could be avoided. In the movie Pokémon Heroes, Ash saves Latias, who took the form of Bianca that, once out of danger, misteriously disappears. He is shown wearing glasses when reading, suggesting that he’s long-sighted. Log In Sign Up. In an ideal black and white worlds, all crimes are punished and all wrong doings are judged fairly, but not in the world we live in , and certainly not in Banana Fish’s world, where the “good guys” paradoxically suffer much more than the “bad guys”. Ash tun, Ash tin, Ash ford 2, Ash 6 Root fr. Stars that shine for billions of light years will die one day. And I said you weren’t a leopard, that you could change your destiny. I’m by your side. So please don’t look at my leaving silhouette. Welcome to the The Letter Wikia The Letter is an interactive horror visual novel developed by Yangyang Mobile. That’s why, my stand on the ending will remain ambiguous, because I cannot accept all these logical fallacies and call the ending realistic or well thought out. Learn more. You are not alone, Ash. I’ve been thinking about that huge chunk of money Ash stole from Golzine, and how money for daily living is so rarely mentioned in the manga. I finished the manga back in July, and I’ve had months to ponder over these questions, and reached no conclusion. Sing ran away, very much unharmed, and alive, after yelling at Ash Lynx’s face. But I never felt scared of you, not even once. Do you remember telling me about the leopard in the Hemingway book? Ignoring the above question, assuming Sing was very busy, or the question escaped his mind, my second problem, Lao Yen Tai. Ash cares for Eiji, saying "At least I know there's one guy who cares about me, It's the ha… FREE delivery, Abbbbdbbbbb bbbbbbbbybbb bbMakersOfHyssopLane, Abbbbdbbbbb bbbbbbbbybbb bbPersonalisedbyhb. Club cod trials would mean more exposure of the politicians, more risk of Ash being the target of thugs or assassins in revenge (like it happened before with Kippard, where he sent the female assassin after Ash in the hospital). 1. Etsy sellers promote their items through our paid advertising platform alongside organic search results. Funny, isn’t it? Original Price CA$9.66" I met you. Come join our community! (10% off), CA$413.22 lestrange-lokii liked this . Program notebook 3. Remove himself slowly from the violent life and maybe assume a different identity like Blanca did to escape all of that for good. lynxclaws said: He's showed up to Eiji's track practice and is sitting in the stands reading with a bouquet of flowers and bottle of water in waiting. Original Price CA$5.33" Lao saw the whole thing. Ash ties up his lose ends. Day 2 : where Eiji leaves for Japan, Sing gives Ash the letter, Ash gets stabbed, the story comes to an end. Letter to Ash - Okumura Eiji. — Eiji Okumura, Liberty | BANANA FISH Original Soundtrack EXTRA. in replacement of “goodbye” cause i don’t wanna say it. You asked me many times if you scare me. Spoilers for the entire series. Buh, I'm still baaawing. The readers are expected to keep the sense of reality suspended for all of the above points. They're a tangle of limbs on the porch, lost in the heat of it all. Flowers that only bloom for a season, can have a life that lifes infinitely. But I’m not saying “sayonara” to you.. Ash. Ash ton 2, var. Please note that spouse/guest registrants are eligible only for the events marked with an asterisk. Ash ur, var. His situation is made prey clear in the manga. I imagine him thinking of all the desperate things he’s had to do to survive and wanting to make sure that Eiji never has to do anything he doesn’t want to, ever. Any sort of contact with legal or law enforcement was a big no no in Ash’s current situation, and remember that the police were already looking for Ash at that time, and how Eiji refused to give them his location. And I did consider that perhaps he could’ve rented the cottage, but 1 - that would still be expensive and 2 - he says “I’m thinking of going up to Cape Cod tomorrow” which leaves no time at all to rent anything. My soul is always with you. Yes! Dear Ash, This is a recreation of the Letter seen in the anime Banana Fish. Ash cups the side of his face as he quietly sobs, chastely kissing his eyelids, his forehead, nose, and his lips. First off, I’m a staunch believer, that Ash wasn’t suicidal, and that he didn’t actively go out and seek situations that would put him at risk of dying. This place is a dump. 3. As the series progresses, he starts depending on Ash. Eiji’s Letter to Ash (but with emojis Close. So, this is my tribute to it, and also, how I coped with all the heartbreak. Eiji . Logically speaking, Lao should have followed Sing, instead of going at Ash with a dagger. But what did I want to protect you from? Embed. Name Poster; Keep scrolling for more. Will he be forced to do menial work because he dropped out of college? Especially toward the very end, when Eiji’s in the hospital and Ash realizes Golzine has hired fucking mercenaries to take him down. And Eiji, sweet angel Eiji is telling him, my soul is always with you.